Whey London was great! (:

Good and bad points though. I won’t go into them right now.

Sadly my iPod died on me half an hour before we got to London on the train. BUT I was saved, I had my book to read instead :D

So yeah since Monday it’s been a busy few days. Hopping on and off trains and the underground… quite literally.

Also I went on the London Eye, went in Madame Tussauds, bought a shirt from Abercrombie and Fitch, and one big thing was we went to see We Will Rock You! It was so good. Now I know what a proper standing ovation is (: plus the atmosphere was amazing (:

Bloody mothers, bloody family, or maybe it’s just ‘bloody me’ Hmm.

Some days I really do wish I lived on an island with just the few amazing people that I owe my life. Maybe things would be almost perfect then.
Now I’m just being way too greedy.
Or maybe I’m not; Maybe I’m just wishing things that I know won’t ever happen.

It’s like I’m the one you love to hate.

I don't want to loose someone like you.

It just wouldn't be the same.









That really touched me. I kind of felt love, for once. You know. Special in a way.

Wiggle-Wiggle Fights.
Fireworks (BOOM).
Extreme Outdoor-Twister-On-A-Grassy-Slope.
Free Drinks.
Praying To The Sand Gods.
Crazy Dancing.
Crazy Chanting.
Dodgey Photos.
Giantic Ice Creams.
Subway. <3
Umbrellas.
Falling Over.
Running Away From Wasps. And Butterflies.
LOTS Of Hugs.
Stupid Shouting.
One Word - Stickers.
Throwing Sand.
Stalking Hot, Sex-On-Legs, Heaven-In-A-Person, Orgasmic-Hot Guys.
Insane Running Dramaticness Hugs.
Passing Spanish Exams We All Thought We'd Failed.
More Wiggle-Wiggle Fights.
Obsessiveness Over 2p Machines.
Dance Mats.
Lots of Laughing.
Screaming.
Slap Fights.
Licking Faces.
Sitting In Holes.
Chasing Umbrellas.
Tanned Knees.
YMCA.
Singing And Dancing In The Cab.
Cow Ice Cream.
Stripes Vs. Dots. On Your Face.
Giant Bananas.
Pretending To Be Sims.
More Hugs.
Giggling.
Gasping.
Silent, Rocking Laughter.


This is the amazing waky, crazy, insane, and any other things you can imagine, that me and my friends do over just a short space of time.
It's just completely insane how our minds work.


Thank you Sophie, Jak, Emily, Jake, Jessie, Leanne for such a wonderful two days.

I love you all lots :)



x x x 

AWAKE!




Already!


That's pretty good for me!
It's 6.18 and i've already had a shower (:
It feels quite good actually!
Whoooo  =0


Crazy kid in a crazy family living on a crazy street in a crazy town in a crazy country ON A CRAZY PLANET.


Want to buy a bus ticket?
Or even a pea?

Feel free (:



Family from Manchester coming down today =D
All fun i must say.
They are a bunch of loons (: Which is good. We all fit in with each other (:






Exept there is one bad thing about today..
Amy has gone to Cornwall... FOR A WEEK!!
Thats good for her, but bad for me ):






Love to all, hope your all as happy as meeeee (:
x x x

People have got me thinking.
Things have got me thinking.
Books have got me thinking.
Places have got me thining.
Everything is just making me think, which may i add, is not a good thing.



 
I feel for those little children, who, in public, get smacked by their parents. It's the law for them not to be smacked. Even if it wasn't the law, i'd still feel for them.
People, and a friend who is annorexic i feel for them too. Whether they put themself in that state or not, i still feel the pain that they go through.
Those people who have lost a parent, myself included. I feel for them, especially because i know how they feel. It's like a part of your life has a hole in. They've lost a best friend.
My feelings blirt out for those people who are injured. Punished themself for a reason. I know for some people, you don't care, but i do.
I feel for those people who have no one. No one to talk to. They just live day in day out with a strick rutine. No changes. They feel they have no hope.
Those people you hear about on t.v who have been locked up by their parents for money. Beaten, starved and abused. It's so painful.
I feel very strongly for someone who has trouble and no hope. They meet someone and is forced to put trust in them. In the end they see that it's worth it. I can just see the strength between them.

There are many other things and people that i feel for, but i don't intend on writing them down just yet.











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What is happeneing? The weather is not right! It's the summer and yet it's been raining all morning, and it's just started thundering! =0 Whats happening to the summer? Blimey.




This post is the most pointless one ever, because truthfully, i have nothing to say.
I just felt the need to write, even though there is nothing to write about.

I'm slowly going through all of my 1387 songs on my iPod (And iTunes, obviously) and gradually deleting the songs i never listen to or the ones that i didn't even know i had.
It's taking a while.




...
1/2 an hour later.

I've managed to get my songs down to 1310. By the way, i am listenign to most of them as i'm going along.
*Sleepy*



I'm now watching the Badminton in the Olympics (: It's ace.
I wish i was as good as some of them people who are playing! =0

TA-DA
I've done.
iTunes now only consists of 1216 songs (:
Pretty good i think. For me anyway.


That's it for now.
I'm sure i'll be back later.
Or maybe not.





x

I’m pretty amazed at last night. It was so much more of a laugh than I thought it was going to be.

Transvestites, measuring hot guys abs, checking out the lifeguards, me defending myself from Cat saying I had a thing for Tom the lifeguard, chocolate munching and refusals, angry body shots, how Cat loves it when she gets to sit there with us lot doing nothing while all the other gym instructors are working their little asses off, Sam’s bribery for Cat’s aero chocolate bar, Chelsea’s badminton dancing, and a hell of a lot more that I’m not going to attempt to write down (:
To some this may seem like nothing and something that doesn’t interest you or seem ‘Wow’ to you which is fair enough, but to me, it’s pretty damn good.

Today I went on the beach with a friend. It was beautiful, really pretty. I mean the weather hasn’t been too great, but it was pretty warm (:

Me and mum also went swimming today.

And you see, it was different.

You know I was saying up there ^   ^   ^ about Cat saying I had a ‘thing’ for Tom? Well when she was messing around with me and saying that I did, John, the gym manager walked in and he started as well. So both Cat and John we’re messing with me.
But yeah, me and mum went swimming, and guess who I bumped into? John. He just laughed in my face and took the piss. I wasn’t best pleased. It was pretty funny thought, I have to admit.

...Thats my heart on paper, i feel like i'm going to be walking around naked...

This post today is pretty pointless. (Like every other post) I don't really have much to say. (When do I ever?) So as I had a few things niggling (I can't spell) I thought I'd write them down (:





Toodles for now x

I apologise in advance if this makes no sense what so ever but I didn’t get much sleep last night. So things are slow today.

My head is completely messed up and I’m so confused on things.
Half the time I don’t know whether I’m doing things for someone else or myself.

But something else is telling me that I’m only doing it for this person, but then I regret doing things and then just think that they are holding me back.
To some people this may not seem confusing and as messed up as it does to me. But it sure has got my wires up in my brain a little twisted.

I’m being told to let go of this and just move on, but when you live your life for someone else, how are you supposed to let go and move on.

When you’ve met someone completely amazing and they always have nice things to say to you which make you smile, what are you supposed to do then?

If I hadn’t of done this one thing I’d have never met you, which is quite sad really, in my opinion anyway.

Some days I miss you, but others you are never on my mind.

Good thing or bad? I’m not so sure anymore.

I believe you when you tell me things, and you believe me too.

I shouldn’t be thinking any of these thoughts. Things have gotten just a little too messed up, for myself.





x All Again For You - We The Kings <3